Confession of a Youtuber

Finally, my Youtube Chanel:Delicate Revolt TV goes live today! Two days before my 18th birthday, lol!

It takes a lot of hesitation and courage for me to step from behind my laptop in front of the screen. I hesitated about my ability to keep constant contents, my patience to learn all the technical aspects and deal with the fuss of putting on makeup and making decisions on clothes…All that additional work unique to being a Youtuber.

Because I really enjoy my ‘free-range human’ look when I’m just working on my computer.

Yet, being a former finance TV reporter, media spokesperson, theatre performance actress and one who constantly present at client cocktails, I know the best way to deliver my message to my audience is my full presence.

To see you in your eyes.

Finding the highest and truest expression of myself is the mission that leads me to launch my Youtube Chanel: Delicate Revolt TV.

To boost my courage, one of my besties told me that the video of her cucumber in the backyard got 330 views, and her goldfish got 500 views, so I shouldn’t even worry about viewership.

Yet, for reasons I can’t explain, I felt great pressure from those comments.

What if I get fewer views than a cucumber and goldfish?!

That pressure almost stopped me from launching my Youtube channel on schedule.

As I meditate this morning, I pray for the courage to put out my first video and see it as the beginning rather than the result.

I hear universe’s message:

Even if I got one million views overnight, will I be able to convert it? Will I be able to handle the mixed comments as a by-product of a viral video? Do I have an offering ready to offer to those who come to me for more?

I don’t think I’m ready yet. But I’m on my way, starting from my first video.

All I need to do is to keep learning and growing every day from the challenges that the universe throws at me. It’s challenges that are two to three levels beyond our capacity that truly make us grow to the next level.

I believe, when I am ready for those moments, the universe will show me the biggest stage I’ve yet to see.

That’s the difference between me and that cucumber:

I can learn and grow, a cucumber can’t.

For the past few years, entrepreneurship and business travel are the two key elements of my life. That’s why in my channel I will share:

1. Lessons learned by an entrepreneur

2. How to achieve energy, efficiency, and style on business travels.

It’s for entrepreneurs, professionals, travelers, and doers. In everything, I seek to empower entrepreneurs and professionals to embrace your unique nature and make dreams happen.

The day I resigned from the tech giant, I told myself: Because you are meant for more than that.

In Delicate Revolt TV, everything I say or do is to tell you this:

You are meant for more than that, let’s make it happen!

Welcome to my channel and thanks for watching!